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Thursday, October 10, 2013

17w1d update!

Where should I start ? The babies are fine but...... Today I had an appointment with gynaecologist. I waited long for this, 5 weeks! My gynaecologist is on holidays. Yesterday they called me and said my gynaecologist is ill and whether I would like to meet other doctor. We said yes. Today morning I met a new doctor. She measured my cervix and it was only 2 cm. She immediately sent me to the clinic where a tocodynamometer was used to measure uterus contraction. Fortunately my uterus was not contracting. They took several vials of blood and checked my cervix again and took samples to check for infection. They have kept me in hospital bed rest. My DH was devastated. He was asking how will I stay at home without you. I want to cry, I just want to go back home. I don't want to stay here and I don't see any benefit in it. They want me to stay in the hospital for 3 days, hopefully on Monday I will have all the results. If there is no infection they want to do a cerclage which doesn't seem to help with twin pregnancies. I  donno what future holds for us. I wish we could hold our babies in hand safe and healthy. I want my DH to be happy, I know how much he loves the little ones. Something within me is saying nothing will go wrong. I am trying hard to talk to some doctor and get out of hospital. This clinic is just 5 minutes from my home. No place can give the warmth and protection a home gives and I want to be with my husband. I know people will be praying for us but whoever reads it please pray! All these are very new and I am so afraid, but more than that if something untoward happens my DH, my in-laws and my mom will be broken down. Their pain will be unbearable for me than my own. I am lost within myself and so many fear haunts me .......hope everything goes well. I have one roommate here in the hospital. She doesn't seem to speak English or German. She has a newborn baby. I love watching them both :) I wish I could hold the little one for sometime but afraid to ask her and what language should I use ? But first I should get out of this hospital and be with my DH, I am trying to talk to some doctor and hopefully soon I got to see someone, I am determined to get out of here.If anyone of you have faced the issue I am going through, please do help me!

20 comments:

  1. Praying hard for you! Hope you get to go home and all tests are clear!

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  2. Manju, my prayers are always with you. Please calm down and have happy thoughts about your little ones.

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  3. Hang in there! Everything will be fine..

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  4. Dear Manju,

    Please trust the feeling within you which says "All is Well" .. All is bound to be well.

    Lots of Love,
    Anu.

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  5. Dear friends,

    Nothing gives me much solace than all your kind and positive words. We can't get this from our loved ones because we don't want to worry them by telling all what is happening here. I am so grateful for all the love. Thank you so much!

    Manju

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  6. Don't worry dear..everything will be fine.. Think positive..

    Lots of love
    San

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  7. Dear Ma'm
    Please don't worry even a bit,i am really sure and have faith in Almighty's grace,everything is going tobe reallly fine.These are just few Ups and downs that we have to face,but in end it is going to be absolutely fine and in great favour of you,All my Heartly Wishes are always with you and your lovely Little ones !
    Wishing more luck and sending out more positive vibes to you,Be Happy,be calm and stay blessed.
    Aashu !

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  8. Dear manju..
    Im praying for you dear.. and it is good to be is an environment where it is safe for you and for babies, doc suggested hospital stay to monitor u and babies..you had been strong and seen many challenges, so these few days is just a cautionary thing right? please take this stay as relaxing and positive as much it can be..
    God loves you and husband and family loves you more..and further more people like me, are sure appreciate you and your journey and your effort to help others through this blog. love you dear. take care and talk to lil ones in your belly. happy relaxed mommy and happy healthy babies :-)).
    -Jase.

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    1. Jase, thanks so much ! Your words are so soothing.

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  9. Dear Manju, please be strong and positive. All will go well for you and your babies. Take care... and rest while you can... All our wishes are with you.

    Meghana

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  10. Ohh manju i am sorry you guys are going through this....pls hold onto your faith...hold onto that little voice in your head saying that nothing is going to go wrong. And EVERYTHING is goign to be fine....I am praying really hard for you guys.....

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  11. Praying for you that everything will be fine. Stay strong.

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  12. Hey manju...
    You have always been so brave darling. ....you have faced so much and now so close to end of this difficult journey. Just have faith in yourself and almighty. Everything is gonna b o.k. you have always been source of strength to so many you even don't know. Pl b positive and convey same to your DH. You will hold your own bundle of joys in your arms soon. I m praying for you dear.....

    With folded hands!
    Anu.

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  13. Manju - you and your little ones are always in our prayers. You have been so strong for so long - these are just testing times and God wants you to stronger for a little long. Hang in there, think positive and all will be fine.

    Sending loads of positive thoughts and prayers your way.
    Nushi

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  14. Friends, thanks a lot ! All your kind words and encouragement brought tears to my eyes. They found no infection, although chlamydia testing results haven't arrived yet. I am still waiting, perhaps when chlamydia result come in they will discuss the next plan of action, most probably they will want to do a cerclage but I am not sure whether to have one. Hopefully my cervix improves when they measure it again. I am back Home and on bed Rest. THANKS !

    Lots of love,
    Manju

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  15. Hi Manju, Dont worry, all will be fine. My prayers for you. Be happy. The little ones would want their mum to be happy.

    Take care
    Sreedevi

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  16. Good to know alls well Manju.....enjoy ur bedrest days dear...these maybe the only days you will enjoy the joys of doing nothing...imagine how ur life would be after the babies are here.. :) sweeet mayhemmm!!! Lots of prayers for you guys...

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    1. Dear Zeus,

      I can't say all is well. But I am sure all will be well eventually. Thank you so much !

      Manju

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  17. Glad they found no infection. It must be so scary for you. But perhaps it is better to stay in hospital and be monitored. Take care and try to rest more in bed.

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  18. dear manju, be brave and positive about the whole thing. My prayers are there with you & your entire family. There are many like me and all our prayers will keep your babies safe. God bless you!

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