17w1d update!

Where should I start ? The babies are fine but...... Today I had an appointment with gynaecologist. I waited long for this, 5 weeks! My gynaecologist is on holidays. Yesterday they called me and said my gynaecologist is ill and whether I would like to meet other doctor. We said yes. Today morning I met a new doctor. She measured my cervix and it was only 2 cm. She immediately sent me to the clinic where a tocodynamometer was used to measure uterus contraction. Fortunately my uterus was not contracting. They took several vials of blood and checked my cervix again and took samples to check for infection. They have kept me in hospital bed rest. My DH was devastated. He was asking how will I stay at home without you. I want to cry, I just want to go back home. I don't want to stay here and I don't see any benefit in it. They want me to stay in the hospital for 3 days, hopefully on Monday I will have all the results. If there is no infection they want to do a cerclage which doesn't seem to help with twin pregnancies. I  donno what future holds for us. I wish we could hold our babies in hand safe and healthy. I want my DH to be happy, I know how much he loves the little ones. Something within me is saying nothing will go wrong. I am trying hard to talk to some doctor and get out of hospital. This clinic is just 5 minutes from my home. No place can give the warmth and protection a home gives and I want to be with my husband. I know people will be praying for us but whoever reads it please pray! All these are very new and I am so afraid, but more than that if something untoward happens my DH, my in-laws and my mom will be broken down. Their pain will be unbearable for me than my own. I am lost within myself and so many fear haunts me .......hope everything goes well. I have one roommate here in the hospital. She doesn't seem to speak English or German. She has a newborn baby. I love watching them both :) I wish I could hold the little one for sometime but afraid to ask her and what language should I use ? But first I should get out of this hospital and be with my DH, I am trying to talk to some doctor and hopefully soon I got to see someone, I am determined to get out of here.If anyone of you have faced the issue I am going through, please do help me!