Many more happy returns of the day , Dr ! Have a very happy and successful year ahead ! Thanks for helping us to bring Anisha into our lives , she makes our life worth living :)
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Sunday, May 14, 2017
What not to say to a woman who is struggling to conceive ?
Haven't written for ages. Haven't replied emails. But , on this Mother's Day I just couldn't keep mum. So here are my thoughts. Hope all are doing good. My hearty wishes for a journey which will yield you all what you desire most ❤
Tomorrow is Mother's Day. I couldn't fathom how I am feeling about it. After 8 years of infertility treatments , I had my daughter. If I think of those days when I was grappling with infertility - I remember the repeated failures ; struggle ; emptiness ; hopelessness ; enormous yearning for a kid ; and I also remember the constant ultrasounds ; hundreds of injections and lots of medicines. Not only that , I also remember how strong I got day by day ; how that experience spiritually transformed me into a better person. I also remember fondly the people who helped me achieve Anisha. More than everything , I am thankful to people who had the right things to say.
There are people who think Mother's Day is not for someone who didn't give birth ( Doesn't everyone has a lovely mother even if they didn't give birth by themselves ! ) So , wish everyone ( every woman deserves mother's day wish ) - no body comes into this world without a mother.
On this Mother's Day , I want to share with people the things you shouldn't say to women who are childless.
1. Don't say "Children are God's gift"
You might use this sentence very innocently. But women who are struggling to conceive can be very hurt by this ' well - meaning " statement. When you say so , you automatically take a higher position. It indirectly means , God has gifted something very precious to you , while He has denied that to them. Pause for a moment , and think before you speak. If children are God's gift , pedophiles must be infertile - are they really infertile ? Is there a bigger sin than sexually assaulting an innocent child ?
2. Don't brag about how easily you got pregnant
No woman who is struggling to have a baby would love to hear that. Yes , some women get pregnant at the drop of a hat. It doesn't make her superior in anyway. Even animals get pregnant very easily . For example , haven't you seen pigs ? It's nice that your fertility apparatus is functioning fine - but , bragging about it to infertile women says a lot about you than your fertility apparatus.
3. Do not ask to adopt
Being infertile , doesn't warrant an infertile couple to be more charitable than you. Infertile couples have the same fears and concerns like you about bringing a new human into their life who is not genetically related to them. If you think adoption is such a great act , why didn't you adopt one when you have a child ( or children ) of your own ?
4. Do not say infertility treatments are costly and futile.
Every couple going through infertility treatments know well about it's pros and cons. Definitely , you are not more knowledgeable about them in this matter. So , it's better to keep your mouth shut. Do not scare them with your unscientific beliefs , like , infertility treatments causes cancer or birth defects. For your information , " No , they don't "
5. Don't talk about their age , weight , etc.,
Unless you are a medical professional , don't talk about the above mentioned things. They know well what is in favor of , and what is not in favour of them when undergoing treatment. Many women choose to get married later for many different valid reasons - even if the reason is not valid for you , it is for them.
6. Don't assume to be a "sexpert"
Do not advice about better sexual positions for conceiving. We have tried many you wouldn't even imagine. Don't advertise yourself as a "sexpert". We understand very well what you are trying to brag about ;)
7. Don't ask unnecessary questions
To probe , who is infertile - whether the man or the woman , is the worst kind of question you could ask an infertile couple. Don't be a nosey parker , it's none of your business.
8. Do not ask to relax
" Don't think too much - if you relax you will get pregnant " - This is the worst advice of all ! Will you tell a person suffering with cancer the same - " relax , you will be cured " ? Infertility is also a medical problem. Stress will not prevent someone from conceiving. Infertility causes stress , stress didn't cause infertility. When facing a life crisis , not only we , you too will think about it all the time - because we need solutions , we all desperately search for a way to end the crisis. Which dumb person will sit and relax when something is going wrong with their life ? Not me !
9. Don't tell them to pacify God
First , infertility is not God's wrath. It's not God's curse. God has nothing to do with someone procreating - be it human or animals. Yes , you have always come across a particular couple , who went to particular place of worship and got pregnant. But , you wouldn't know how much more a woman yearning for a baby is doing to cover all the bases ( from fasting , praying without ceasing and visiting many places of worship ). Don't add something else new to the list. And there are couples who see their problem in a purely scientific way - your well - meaning suggestions can be of no use to them. It's always wise not to bring God into infertility.
What can you say ?
If someone shares their infertility problem with you , it means they believe you. They believe that you won't hurt them. The best thing you can say to someone struggling with infertility is - " This too will pass , I am sending you my prayers and good wishes " More than saying something , show that you care by helping them in little ways, like , spending some quality time with them. It will help them forget their struggles for sometime.
Happy Mother's Day ! It doesn't matter whether you carry your child in your hand or heart , or in your memories - you are a beautiful mother ❤
Wednesday, August 31, 2016
How life style changes helped me to overcome premature ovarian failure ( POF ) - a real life infertility success story !
I got this very thoughtful email from my blog reader. Although , I do not support her view that eating organic food or doing yoga could help you conceive , I was really impressed by her detailed account. If it helps someone , inspires someone to make lifestyle changes , I would be very happy.
A word of caution - she is young and that could have made all the difference even if she is suffering from POF. Hope everyone gets lucky as she did.
Hi Manju,
I am an engineer by profession and work in the IT industry. I am a long time follower of your blog. However, haven’t gotten in touch with you before..The recent publication of Sarah Marie’s post makes me write this to you. I have a tangential story to tell..
Me too a sufferer of infertility. We have been searching for our baby luck for 9 long years and finally found our bundle of joy!. I had severe female factor infertility. Premature ovarian failure was the diagnosis. I have had 8 failed IUI’s and 4 failed IVFs. At 28, I was told my menopause is approaching. My AMH was very low. I responded very poorly even to aggressive stimulation. Very few follicles . Even those follicles did not result in mature eggs. We know very well, the pain of infertility is beyond anything that words can capture and the emotional trauma of giving up is bigger than continuing to try . Through my struggles and fears, your blog had been a great moral support. Thank you so much! I cried when you lost your twins, excited when you chose to have the embryo transfer yourself instead of the surrogate, delighted when you got pregnant and thanked God when beautiful Anisha was born. Indeed, I am so happy for you Manju!
Coming back to my story, I had produced just 2 viable embryos in all those 4 IVFs combined! They too did not implant. For me, more than getting pregnant, producing a decent number of follicles itself was a huge challenge. I had one tube blocked and the other was clear. I was seriously advised to clip the other one too to prevent embryo implanting in the tubes.
I came to know of Dr.Malpani through your blog. I wrote to him, asking for a opinion before starting my 5th IVF. Even Doctors thought I was mad to go for one more IVF after the results I have had till then. But, I had come too far to go back. Dr.Malpani’s reply came back promptly with the treatment options ranging from aggressive stimulation to donor egg. Along with that he had prescribed some supplements and suggested to read the book “Inconceivable” by Julia Indichova. I least expected a book recommendation from an IVF specialist. I purchased the book and started reading it. It was the story of a woman who conceived naturally at the age of 42 after having been turned down by all IVF clinics. She had attributed her success to mind-body work, yoga practice, supplements, some traditional medicines and a diet that included raw fruits and vegetables. The same list that was bashed and called as quackery in Sarah’s post. I too never took such unproven ways seriously because doctors have told me repeatedly there is nothing I can do to improve my egg quality. Anyways, I liked the holistic approach. I decided to try this keeping my next IVF attempt in suspension for a while. I had nothing to loose. I had already hit rock bottom 😃
I realized that I had totally started believing that my body is incapable of conceiving naturally because that’s what every Doctor told me. I had to recover myself from that mindset first. The book helped me do that. I cannot exactly describe the process. It is about renewing one’s own connect with the body. IVF treatments had basically made me treat my body like a lifeless entity. I looked at it like an object - a place where I let needles to be punched in and then step aside to see if a baby pops out. For five months I followed the suggestions in the book religiously. Grabbed every bit of information on diet that helped improve egg quality. Practiced yoga poses that specifically help the pituitary glad. Stopped all medications including DHEA. I saw my period length getting corrected. Getting closer to a 28 day cycle from 24 or 25 days and period blood looking healthier (It is only then, that I learnt how a healthy period blood should look like). On the sixth month I took acupuncture sessions for 20 days.I conceived my baby girl naturally the same month. She was born 2 months back. It was a normal delivery. I started approaching infertility specialists at the age of 28. I am 35 now :)
BTW, I did not pay for any other programs the author offered. It is easy to brush aside these alternative approaches as unproven or not scientific. But, tell me which pharma company is going to fund a research on yoga’s effect on harmonal balance. Who is going to make money proving life style change can help in conception. All the research happens only on the IVF drugs. It’s a race run by one man and no wonder he is the winner. I am speaking from my experience. My case may not stand scientific probing. I don’t have a degree in biology. I am just an engineer. I am sharing my experience for it might help someone out there with a condition like mine. I just want to say there is hope even after multiple IVF failures.
What changes she did ?
1. Practiced yoga for 45 mins morning and evening (mainly the poses that help with pituitary functionality Headstands and Shoulder stands). I had a teacher come home and teach me.
2.Took a green juice every day (wheat grass power or goose berries)
3.Changed from cooked lunch to Raw vegetable salad. Eliminated Rice and Sugar. Switched to millet based diet and organic produce.
4.Took supplements Royal Jelly, Coq10, Shatavari, Wheatgerm oil.
5.Took acupuncture sessions for 20 days straight to correct ying-yang energy balance (Dr.’s observation was that I had immunity disorder due to stress and male energy was dominant compared to female energy).
I leave it to you if you want to publish Julia’s name or even the letter itself. You built the blog . You are free to not publish content that you don’t agree with :) I am totally fine with whatever you choose..
If anyone wants her email ID , I will be happy to provide.
Warm Regards,
Deepa
Warm Regards,
Deepa
Tuesday, August 30, 2016
How to regulate commercial surrogacy in India ?
Why shouldn't a surrogate's basic qualification be fixed ? A woman with a functional womb - is this qualification enough to be a surrogate ? Isn't it a profession which needs a bit of intelligence and understanding too - in order to safe guard their rights , their body ? Apart from medical tests , the woman who wants to be a surrogate must be tested for their basic knowledge regarding IVF procedure , pregnancy , the risk involved in surrogacy , surrogacy laws etc. They must be able to read and understand the surrogacy document - the documents must be available in local language.
Wednesday, July 27, 2016
Infertility hurts - and you are not alone !
This is how people who go through infertility feel. She has poured her heart out. This post will help others who are in a similar situation as her's to realize that they are not alone. May her infertility journey have a happy ending , and so be all yours !
With every month, comes the bleeding of disappointment and sadness, comes the blood of empowerment and gratitude.
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Monday, July 11, 2016
Detox your way to IVF conception
2. Don't you eat organic food ?
3. Do you eat genetically modified food ?
4. Do you use lots of chemicals at home - shampoos , cleaning and washing lotions , soaps , etc., ?
Have an open mind and have alternate plans - don't get desperate for success !
Build proper support system - your family , online infertility forums and your doctor can play a major role in keeping you sane and hopeful , amidst the enormous stress.